last of the last

tomorrow marks the last day of the month, and also the last day of the year. well, it also means that it's time to reflect on 2009 itself. this year has been both enjoyable and also rocky for myself. there were many firsts this year and also many lasts. there are many things that i have been through, both which i enjoyed and regretted for doing.



early this year was quite a tough one i would say. i shall say i finally got back to being unattached after six years of relationships and break ups. it's not as easy as it seem to be, but at least i've really enjoyed and understood the meaning of freedom. i get to do what i want without worrying about anyone else. i lead my life the way i want to and i just do whatever that made me happy. perhaps i should thank you for calling it off, because without that, i don't think i am able to be the happy me again. taking a break from this made me realize how to appreciate what the others has to offer and that my world doesn't revolve around you and only you. although it took sometime for me to get over this and get used to what i have now, but at least i've done it and i've washed my hands really clean this time round. it also made me realize that i can always have other choices when the one i chose doesn't offer something good to me. though the times that we had for each other were both happy and sad, just let it be a happily never after. but seriously, i do enjoy the freedom of singlehood.



moving on, i finally decided to cut my hair short, after 9 years of the same old boring look. it wasn't as ugly as i expected, though i don't really look nice. :S after that, got in to degree and made it through the 1st year and i have 2 more years to go. birthday this year was more awesome than the last, i still have friends eventhough you're gone. i'm better off alone. love target this year has been the same for 2 years now. someone whom i don't know whether i can ever let go off. currently, i would say that life is meaningless without you, though you're here, just that you're not mine. i'm just wondering whether will you ever be or not.

anyways, i can't remember much about what to write right now. will add on with photos and also more story when i can think of it la. hahahaha ! toodles.